where does one start....

                                        with the mother....the father....the brother....the sister....the friend....the bully.....

the playground....

                     ones teenage life......ones twenties......ones thirties......ones forties......ones now staring fifties....
                       
                                                                                       ones self

                      for all of us it is without doubt different, but for all of us, without doubt, not far away



                      on a                      psychic level                                              physical level

violence

is there a difference
not in a highly abstract state
in that state one sees ones body almost through a telescope

a better analogy or state if one can attain it is that
of
being in the center
but one really has to have developed ones self
to manage that

if i'm under severe pressure with no alternative of escape
i now seem to drop into it
so to speak    

personally, I feel that makes me highly dangerous

but hay
while the sun shines
heres hoping i don't get locked up for it